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A:>\   the company's men's room
  i am paid to clean the toilets
  na na na na na na na na na na
  for the big boys in the big company
  i am paid to clean the toilets
  i will clean the little toilets
  the first week there were 0-2
  pubic hairs on the toilet 0-2
  next day there are 2 therE are 2
  next day there are 5! there are 5
  come on... what are you guys doin' ???
  shakin em off all over
  next day there are 7! 7 pubic hairs
  on the urinal i begin to cry i refuse
  to clean off 7
  i tell my sister there were 7 today
  they're doin it on purpose
  they're goin in there are shakin em off
  so that theirs gets on the urinal too
  what!? you count them?? my sister's eyes get big
  she spins around from doing her dishes
  laughs banging herself back into the counter
  i'm sure they come off naturally
  i can't take it i think they're doin it on purpose
  new girl new girl my cock's been here my cock's
  been here too
  i can't believe you count them
  i'm sure they come off naturally
  but i'll ask my boyfriend
              - pam or er...haircut

  Deb Curley-Fries' new song:
  (sung to a happy little tune)
        THIS IS HAPPINESS?
  It's hard to fight this boredom
  my hands are slipping 'round your throat.
  I'm holding my own ill-fated throne
  I never felt so old...
  I'll talk 'til no one listens
  burden your soul with my truth.
  I call it all "religion",
  you blood and your bread, your pain and your bed
  I never felt so cold.
  This is happiness? I can't stop crying...
  This is tuh I can't stop lying.
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  I watch the rain forming
  a slow, dark cloud 'round my head.
  And you don't mean to ignore me
  but when I start to hate you, what do I do?
  It's better left untold.
  This is happiness? I can't stop crying...
  This is truth? I can't stop lying.
  I try to feel something in the air,
  But the wind is too strong, and my heart will break
  before long.
  I guess it doesn't matter
  how much of this world you can bear.
  And when my back shatters
  my work will be done, I won't have saved anyone
  I never felt so small.
  This is happiness? I can't stop crying...
  This is truth? I can't stop lying...
  This is happiness?
UNKA WAH NEE NEE WA     OOKIE NA NA EENIE WAH
  WOK WOK OOKA LA     NEEKIE NEEKIE NAHNIE
   NAH TOOKIE TEEK WEEKIE AH MOCKIF MOOK UNKA
  DAH NOOGIES HURT.        ED GRUAD
Pieus of Personhood. Who am I? The ever present question
  plaguing the minds of those who haven't fount the answers.
  We strive to be and are but yet what? We make ourselves
  into prominent and successful people but who cares? We go
  to school and develop our future, are we though? I love
  God and He loves me but I can not please the peole of
  this religious establishment. I can't always be perfect
  and live a holy life on the outside. But my love and
  salvation in inside me. When I fail it is not because I've
  lost my desire to love God, but because I made a mistake.
  I am forgiven by God - what about the people? If they knew
  the real me they might not be as proud - but I think the
  real person inside is the one who is right. The person
  inside is the one that makes the big decisions - the?
  outside person is just what people expect of me. Their
  expectations are results of my previous actions - the ones
  made by the inside me, therefore, the inside me should be
  acceptable. BUT when I truly am myself I am spit on! Hm
  what is it really about? Its eating, sleeping, being
  content. Is it being on the front page of the Metro
  Community News? I don't think so. I guess the real
  answer is stop thinking. Stop trying to figure it out. No
  one knows. Stop feeling sorry for myself. Just live and
  take what God hands me. What else is there?
 chris gavazzi        ????????
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